With Lysette

 

I clearly remember I wanted to participate and take Lysette to this event's invitation... It was forwarded to me and I knew Lysette has talent.

There must have been a good reason if we opted out, need to consult Lysette and get a clear vision of why if we wanted for her to practice her modeling and acting skills, we didn't make it to the event... 

I'm their MOM and I'm a concerned MOM

I hate this feeling inside when all I want to see, hear, and know, is see my son doing well... I loved and love to watch him live at home. I also liked to peep into my daughter's room to see them. I just can't stand this separation and as humans, my ego gets the best of me because I'm their mommy and wish to be there for them as before. However, I know that's not happening... but I just have to outweigh and ride out this feeling of uncertainty for not being physically next to them as before... The feeling is very real, has always been, and it doesn't matter what I may be doing... I can always internally seek within and find them as I last remember them but I need more than the kingdom within, I need to see it for myself and somehow materialize them reaching out to me in some kind way. And it doesn't matter how old they are, because to me, as their mother they will always be my children (my beloved and precious children). Even if they reach me in stature. :) I love you three, Isaac, Emily, and Lysette.