What Now!

Geessh, I would like to think as to believe, Tropical (TTBH) invested in my me, not just my future, but our future as a team in our RGV community. I don't think they're in the business of losing money, equity, nor patient(s)... And a sound mind person like myself wouldn't just quit everything and flee from all types of responsibilities, nor take a hike into bumville especially towards the end of completing my major and degree from a reputable and acredited University in our own RGV community... Just thoughts that keep resufacing bright early in the morning, right before the break and crack of dawn.... God Lord, Help me God.

Feeling Emo Tonight

Tonight has been very emotional for me/to me. You see, I miss my family soooo much. I miss home sooo much... but I am no longer there... the traumatic experience I remember that occurred in Chicago, Illinois from one day to the next... the abrupt flips I faced from my husband that would leave me questioning God's Kingdom that offered me comfort and hope in reading the scriptures from The Holy Bible... The fact I know of my true identiy in Christ as a Royal... I believed God's promises then as I do now... I don't have all the answers... but there is a thin line between the physical world and the spiritual world that apparently, I've been gifted to transcend in a way where the Spiritual world called for my spiritual emergence and into a sphere where I practically became forced into face an abrutpt awakening, in a blink of an eye... When the Spirit world is stronger than the physical realm the Force is Born... two systems merge for a purpose, and I am still wishing and I still hope to know the good side of it all. I am not lost, I've never been lost, I know who I am and I know the LORD knows who I am. But I am human and I lived a beautiful human experience a beautiful testimony of God's love for me, he offered me the gift of motherhood.