Contemplation

It’s been quite the unique situation, with my experience in the Kingdom, and with my disability that is my ability with my gifted spirit. So much that I’ve had to not only guard my heart, protect myself as the innocent and the defenseless, but to be much aware of my own truth and personal convictions because the rest of me will follow. 

But I say it’s been sarcastically funny? Mainly because we all know I cannot bring to shame the name above all names within my birthright name for it is by his name and in his name that I Am still. For it is written be still and know I am God.

I’m here, I’ve come to Earth, it is in his name & by his name and through his name that I’ve received his as in my own priesthood blessing, in the Kingdom, on Earth as in the Heavens from our appointed priest in GODs Kingdom. 

And by his name and in his name, I know I am blessed and gifted to hold and bear with great love and appreciation my very own gifted name; to guard, to hold, to keep and to cherish with my very own life, for it belongs to him (I’m speaking about my personal savior The Lord Jesus the Christ). 

I myself hate wickedness and delight in the truth. I love wisdom (I love myself) and I rejoice in the truth with him, righteousness is his name. 

I am a firm believer in the truth and it is in the truth men are set free. I believe God established all we needed on Earth before we showed up. Before the arrival it is already so, so that we use all we inherited with him as our power tools to propel upright with him in his Kingdom. The intent so that according to his plan, without having to sacrifice our own heart and life, because after all we have been ransomed by his beloved son our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore no need for sacrifice nor shedding of innocent blood in the form of by sacrifice when in love and in obedience we walk with him as his people and he as our God. 

Our heart is aligned to his wishes and by his word he has fulfilled and continues to fulfill age after age. He is King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Palabra de Rey no se retracta, es palabra cumplida. 

   Reyna:

Do not judge for it is written, I have not come to judge nor to condemn but to set captives free. Walk by faith and not by sight. For you neither know where I’ve come from, we’re I’ve been nor where I’m going. Salvation belongs to the LORD. Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.

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Edelir & Isaac

Founder of Music Living Academy, Mentor & Instructor: Edelir Garza

My Son: Isaac Rosa

September 3, 2023

Edinburg, TX 

 

September 6, 2023

❤️ Edinburg, TX -USA

 

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 How do you like my Halloween costume, parece la mera verdad, verdad? Lo que ya ni de joven hice de vieja que tal el papel? Without sarcasm, since the time I committed myself to the Lord and dedicated my children and family, Louie and I, don’t celebrate Halloween but some things are out of my hands… Honey as in Hunny and Hunn, how do you like my Santa look, not too shabby huh? 😘 Love you 🥰 espejito… 🤭 espejito no mientas!

Healthy Relationship

Here on Earth it's been emphasized how important for mental health and health in general it is to have for a healthy relationship. A healthy relationship restores and behaves like springs of living water, because it's known it's not good for man to be alone. 

Besides my husband's tone; a-(L)-ouie, Lou, I, I actually have a healthy relationship with my psychiatrist.

Psychotherapy with him was amazing the best and healthiest part is admitting mutual reverence and brutal heart to heart connection between us to the point we no longer do practice psychotherapy together as before, this of course out of mutual respect & understanding. 

However with the challenges of a five year separation from my spouse yet, still legally binded under a marriage license and fulfilling contract along with military background and children involvement in our history, my desires as a mother have always been and my desires as a woman is all there is and it is frustrating for me and I'm so angry all the time. 

To the point all I want to do is eat steak, have chocolate, and ice cream because I've been so miserable and unhappy since I've been stuck in this rutted diplomatic unconventional mess per someone else’s wishes my lucky guess is by my own spouse’s wishes. 

It is hard to connect well with my significant other but not because of me I'm fully aware of who I am and with my testimony and so is my husband Luis and children aware of who they are. My disconnection is most likely because of him who refuses to see us as what who and what we are, together… 🤔 

I need my helpmate because I'm having sleepless nights and the desire intensifies with time and the desire to become one in a single act of love has always been. 

In the meantime this whole time I've been practicing and working on CBT to reduce my anger and my need to take it out. My psychiatrist previously offered me healthy tips to do so and I've been contemplating his wishes since it's not normal for a married gifted soulmate to go without for so long. 

Any tips on how to overcome myself ?