Sunday, August 14, 2022

CBT with Entertainment

My Latest Work

The Sentiments, Jeepers Creepers

I wish I had someone physically next to me, to connect with and share my heart with, right here right now at this time, and maybe even talk it out and over the phone... I'm in emotional anguish, I feel so alone and perhaps shouldn't feel this way but I do. I am human and my level of intelligence, I get offended by short minded and short sighted way of thinking from another especially from those I love and I know they love me. Especially when in my heart I know how to love myself in a healthier and better way, but it is dissapointing to know it is all up to me, alone. I do miss my higher self and here I am again, crying like a baby. I miss my HEAVEN on EARTH, LORD. I miss myself vibing with my own klan, my family, call me selfish but it is as it is and it is what it is... I have a loving family. They are my all English fluent speaking family, my Isaac, Emily, and Lysette. I miss the best of me, my life and the modest esteem having it all and lacking nothing... To feel financially secure and emotionally secure is one to the best feelings on Earth, knowing God is who supplies and provides daily is heavenly. I miss me. And although these words are simple fragments of the sentiments I hold within, we know with God there is more meaning behind the words. The mysteries of the Kingdom remain within and are mine to keep. I claim everything that is mine, everything godly for me, and everthing that belongs to me, back to me, in Jesus Name. Amen.

Thursday, August 4, 2022

On March 13, 2014

The Wellton Elementary School's Librarian! :)

LDS by the Wolfpack showed ...

There I was sitting inside the McAllen Public Library visiting my online work and boom all of a sudden two elders from the lds organization show up with their mentor and then boom two more decide to ambush the area... I forgave them for speaking in Spanish around me and looking white as snow in the presence of my carmel complex, when the last two of the wolfpack, when showing up speak in English! Good God. Yes, Brother Beecroft endorsed me on Indeed and I also allowed him to make me a member of the organization... All this while he was still alive back in 2010. We are well into 2022 and counting... Thank God, but I must add, we're all in this together when we now are all facing more than what we can handle collectively, with challenges at the world wide covid19 level amongst the already knowns social problem at homefront, human behaviours, on social media, and on ground level.

Monday, July 18, 2022

Stick'en to My Beliefs

No longer there, but I stand firm on my beliefs and will not be moved nor waver, Jesus the Christ in Me is King over My Life and World. Few of my classmates... AUHS Alumi Class of 1998... Sabina Filerio, Sandy Geronimo, Hilario Alonso, Hilda Montoya, Reyna Espinoza (that's me) and Melissa Archuletta... All together for the photo on GRAD Night!

Proud of my Salutatorian!

Ever had a butt chew... Hahaha... sounds funny now, but not so then! Just saying... On another note, I Care to post this video of my son at his Salutatorian Banquette Recognition. A nice fine banquette for his academy top 10, Class of 2018!