November 19, 2021

 I am from Arizona, my name is Reyna Rosa a granddaughter, great-grandniece, daughter, sister, wife, mother, friend, neighbor, cousin, auntie, nearest relative, community service member, patient, consumer, and an overall decent human being.

I am the mother of Isaac L. Rosa, Emily D. Rosa, and Lysette A. Rosa. I married their dad, Luis Raul Rosa Jr. from 4327 Gila Avenue, San Diego, California 92117, at the Justice of the Peace Richard W. Donato, on June 24, 1999, in Yuma, Arizona while he served in the Armed Forces at the Yuma Proving Grounds health clinic. We currently live in McAllen, Texas, my children attend Sharyland Independent School District. A little more in-depth about me, most recently I completed my minor courses in sociology first and my major core courses in early childhood for my Bachelor Degree in Early Childhood Elementary at the University of Texas Rio Grande Valley, thanks to my San Antonio College records, with my teaching Degree from South Texas College. I am also, a high school graduate from Antelope Union High School, geographically located in Roll, Arizona right across our famously known A Mountian, with the rest of my class, Class of 1998. I attended Rancho Viejo Elementary School and Crane Junior High, both in the Yuma County, a Crane School Independent District. My family and I moved out near Wellton, Arizona in the year 1993, blessedly to say, both of my parents are essential workers, my mother is Dora Irma Espinoza works in town at the Family Dollar and my father is Efrain Espinoza who works for JBs Cattle Company, they both are married and live off of Ave 36E near Roll, Arizona, towards Bakers Tank. I have two siblings, my brother is Efrain Espinoza Jr. and my sister is Kathy Espinoza. As mentioned above, we all graduated from Antelope Union High School, including our cousins the Alonso's, Jose, Ed, Hilario, David who are also all members of the El Oasis Del Senor Christian Community... I'm also the cousin to Eneida Ascencio and Terecita Hernandez, but most importantly I'm an auntie to Ezekiel Bravo, my sister Kathy's and Arturo Bravo's baby.

Heal our Land and Please Forgive Me

 Dear Heavenly Father, 

In the presence of all there is, all there was, and all there is to be, please forgive me if I ever and when I ever wrote something that goes against your will here on earth as in the heavens. Please forgive me for such thoughts against your will, and please forgive me for not knowing the difference of powers behind the influential power of those who have had the power to influence such undesirable and unprecedented behavior. 

I forgive them, one, in particular, teachers, professors, and mentors who have challenged you and your position in me at pineal, your seat in me. An example, having to write essays that are not healthy or of best sound mind interest for humanity. I would never want to wish evil upon my own children nor upon anyone else's child knowing they play together and socialize in our world. I wish all your promises for each child of mine, for them to be safely protected under your healing authority for that is why as parents, teachers, and mentors we vigil for one another in the same likeness, with love for our own and brethren. 

I rebuke all evil spirits of sickness and disease from our land and away from our family and friends, we claim health and wellness all around. We rebuke and bind the evil spirit of viruses such as covid19, aids, sexually transmitted diseases, cancer, including ebola, away from this planet as we humble ourselves before you our maker in Jesus' name and as we proclaim your healing hand to deliver us from evil. Please restore our people, heal our land, and heal our people. 

Forgive us Father for we have sinned against you, and help us establish a safe world and safe environment once again, as preordained by your mighty working hand and as we thank you for delivering us from temptation and the pestilence that strikes at daylight. This has marked our land our planet Earth, but you have the power to rescue your own. 

In closure, we thank you for protecting us as you are true and found to be true even in your wrath. We thank you for being our protector and our guiding light in a dark world. As we cast our daily cares on to you, and place our enemies in your hands, not to condemn them, but to deliver them from their own prison, for them to see your might work in us, the ones who do honor you in Spirit and in Truth from the very beginning. And may they question your genuine love and concern for them to want to get to know you. 

All in Jesus name, Amen.

Confessions of a Queen: For the Priest-hood

I want to quit this adventure but the adventure doesn’t allow me to quit because I am the protagonist and the most important role in all of the adventure’s existence. What a dilemma that I must co-exist with the dark side, the gray side, as well as with my brightest side.

My heart is a mesh, so confused, and sad due to all the mixed sentiments, emotions, and ill forms of understanding and interpretations from others as to my behavior as a result of theirs.

My behavior is justified and supported by artifacts also known as History, facts, and acts. I love my husband but I hate that he became self-centered and unrecognizable (I lost his goodwill many years ago and we could no longer see eye to eye, I lost his favor).

I fell in love with you Edwin Villa in a time when my husband had abandoned me in the desert with as in, at my parents, without any resources nor the ability to get out of the grave we dug up for me as a spouse and dependent of a US Armed Force Member. I tried to harm myself when I realized he took my children then and left me at my own fate in that desert. Your manifestation on MySpace was of divine influence and you became the only real friend, but I hated the fact that you gave up on me, us, and the vision we were creating together when he sabotaged even when we all lived in three different states.

Of course, this was many years ago and in-the-in-between you might have tried to patch things by demonstrating your willingness to come down and visit me, as I remained in the desert year after year, but like in the old days, you can’t patch what was meant to be stitched together and bind with love. Your cowardliness, was very painful for me to accept.

During that time, I wanted to get back together with my husband, I wanted my children, I wanted a home, a family with those who would appreciate me. It became impossible for me after his affairs and conditioning the children to his approach and lifestyle.

After many attempts, I finally realize that the only way out was through and I enrolled in college. I remember emailing stating I wasn’t college material and that I wasn’t asking for a lifetime with you Edwin, but that I did want to meet you before I depart from this lifetime.

Besides the desire of becoming financially independent, to provide for myself, my children with the possibility of one day meeting you and embracing you for the first time here on Earth as my soul-brother after many years of knowing each other co-existence motivated me to pursue that dream of becoming a college graduate.

Although in the meantime, I was hoping that my marriage would reconcile, and for brief moments I was filled with hope and I wanted more of that vibe with my husband but Siempre me cortaba las alas y las buenas vibras. Finally, I couldn’t deal with the negativity anymore and I dedicated my time to schoolwork and running errands for my children.

Unexpectedly, upon reading a book for one of my courses I experienced a phenomenon, a strong sexual appealing attraction for one of my professors. I didn’t think much of it, but I didn’t know if it was the book as I’ve read The Bible and then, I felt many things with the spirit of the lord, and then you and I collided as I researched online over UFOs and the supernatural...etc.

Anyway, I knew it was part of my work and is part of my work here on earth as the kingdom manifests. So, I asked on my blog page for advice. Nothing much right, well, it wasn’t much, it was just a simple public acknowledgment and appeal for answers that I knew I’d find within. Anyway, long story short, Louie my husband blamed every male figure and was so jealous of the thought of me having even a male figure as a friend. Friends of many years such as high school friends. For the longest time, he would use you as an excuse to underestimate my feelings and use it towards his cheating behavior.

Anyway, after he cheated and told me to make my own living arrangements, knowing I didn’t have family, friends, nor funds, he basically did to me what you did to Jennie Rae Yocum, he kicked me out over some old photos that I had dedicated to him, you, and my beloved. Not to mention, he blamed my professor and told my girls that I was leaving because I wanted to leave but that, that wasn’t what he wanted.

He played the victim role. Then after I was basically, on the street and I sought refuge at Mujeres Unidas for domestic abuse he had the nerve to hack into all of my accounts, perhaps he had already done so and was waiting to post later. I mean he had gone over all of my personal items, journals, photos and read every possible email, message, and targeted me, you, the professor.

Mind you, I had felt an intense sexual appeal towards my professor when I read part of the book we were assigned to read, for a brief moment and I posted it on my blog to bring clarity and balance. It had never happened before, but I knew it was part of my journey and fear I had to fear and overcome. The professor kept ethical, neutral, and civilized he told me I could use the audiobook instead and it worked. Then on a given day I spontaneously fell in love when I heard his voice over the phone. It was like a dagger went straight into my heart and it left me out of breath. I couldn’t believe it! I was in shock. Today, we are practically dead for one another and I am struggling to get him out of my heart and mind.

Anyway, why am I publicly posting and sharing this with you Edwin Villa, you know my story, we collided for a reason. I know you’re part of the priesthood, in the kingdom, and I know you’ve been sent here on Earth to help me evolve and fulfill my mission as I exalt the name of the LORD Most High on Earth by not bringing shame to his name. I know about the dirt we've all been given, without our authority and against our own goodwill, so help us, God.

Ya me canse, I need to get back to my studies.

Respectfully,

Reyna

I AM, The Chosen One

The Fors is with me, for me, and not against me, therefore, with these words, I type on behalf and for the God of Glory, the God of my Righteousness, because Righteousness is written as his. His name, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, he is the only worthy person to bear his own name, with the paid price and possession to be clothed with, in the heavens as on Earth.  I will not sit nor lay down with an unsound spirit, much less with ungodliness. These words are intended for the God of my Righteousness, who is one and the same as the one who gave me my name and the gift of life with loving parents.   

In the same likeness, Lord, I know I am confused with mixed emotions at the many thoughts, but you gave me a sound mind spirit, and with your loving word written in my heart and mind, I hold on to your promise with your everlasting love for me here on Earth.  Knowing that I am sealed with your Spirit, I am to be white spotless without sin, thanks to our Lord, Jesus Christ. I know together we make up a Kingdom of Kings and priests, a Holy Nation. This is where I get confused, as to how deep is your love for me and mines, that you have someone chosen for my very own children, Let us exalt your name on Earth and in the Havens as pre-ordained before all came to be unanimous as one in all harmony. 

I admit I did reach the high council, the cross was too much for a single latter in a cold world. I did ask for a new heaven and a new earth, I did love my own family, I did love with passion, I did love tenderly, I did love my enemies, and I did pray for those who persecuted me. I did as you command I do, and asked of me to be and not out of fear nor out of sacrifice, but out of self-love and self-compassion, as faith in you become stronger in me thanks to your inconceivable love for me and all of your creation.  

So with these words, I offer you and cast all my cares on to you, my planet is ill and I lost all control, however, I know you are the Great I AM, so I turn to you, in hopes of healing my planet by your favoring mercy and grace. All in Jesus name, Amen.