Thursday, April 28, 2022

I am not Jesus I am Reyna

When you know the planet is not safe, for you to be, you know better. Must be in your best behavior. Making mustberosa true.

The Gospel of Jesus Christ is True

I have had spiritual experiences that I seldomly talk about, I'd rather talk about the Gospel of Jesus Christ to comfort those in need and to comfort my own heart. You see it is written, anyone who preaches another Gospel other than that of our Lord of Jesus Christ is the least in the Kingdom. It has been important for me to remain of in Good Faith. It is upsetting in the form of grievence to know of the secret mysteries in God's Kingdom. You see, you can have all the manifestations of God all around and one can expreince the many spiriutal highs but if we don't seek within, where the Spirit of the Lord reigns, we are nothing at all. We are like a hollow symball, an ocean crashing wave, a seed planed that need to be nurished. So, at times when the memories arise and the moment is present and so far way from the ones that matter other than myself, I do shed a few tears, I do feel the tugging of the love I hold within. I do hold to heart the wonderful moments I expreienced next to my greatest blessings (my own precious children). I am healing as I type of the turth I can testify with my very own life in this moment. God is good and I am blessed to witness his mercy towards me. He says his grace is sufficient and I belive it has been true and therefore is true. I am gracious at all times when I see it and when I don't because I know I am loved by him who has said my grace is sufficient. I am loved beyond all measures because I know there is no law against the fruits of his Spirit, his love for me and towards me, after all he said and promised to me, we are sealed because he first loved me. I am his and he is mine, I am for him because he says he is for me and not against me.

Healing Journal Entry

I think I've realize why I've been in so much emotional pain (I call it angony), when I have every reason and hold everything within as a human soul can possibly have to be on Earth. I am a blessing and blessed to bless with two wonderful loving parents, that I miss and I hope to be with again to stand next to my two siblings. I am the oldest out of three, I have a younger brother and baby sister. A tie of a blessing with my own children, as we know, I have a loving husband we have three amazing children together that are constantly reminding me not to give up the good fight, to find my way back to them, you know to internally match our internal vibrations as before, when it was all good and we know it's not our fault, it's nobody's fault for keeping on living life, that is the purpose of time to make the most and best out of the gift of life on Earth as we pay it forward with our priorities and perfect matching behavior by give testimony of Gods love for us on Earth while we are still alive to testify in spirit and in truth. After all we all hold the key within to reunite, as intended with Higher Power, as One-Big-Happy-Family. I'm also the gifted auntie of a precious nephew, Ezekiel Bravo so we know Gods work on earth is everlasting and unstoppable. And I know, that although we are all protected and living together under our American Flag and under God's Sovereign hand under his will for honoring his name, we all Exalt him, thanks to the Great Sovereign Spirit and Sovereign Powers of the Sovereign God. I know God wants us all to live in Harmony. No one truly knows me for me (for Who I AM) and that has been my greatest pain, perhaps it seems like noone trully knows me because honestly, my children are a reflection of me with my best, we have fulfilled. Its true, you can have all things in the world even the Lords greatest gifts, talents, and blessings, but if you have no love for another you are nothing at all and I've feel like nothing at all, so I know the feeling of emptiness. Then I begin to count on them (you know count my blessings) and I realize I am my parents daughter, my siblings oldest sister, my husbands wife and the mother of three... the auntie to Ezekiel. However, being all alone, to some I appear to be able and capable of living in these conditions away from a loved one, to another I am willing and able to sustain all of the pain on my own,to another I am in their way as interference and hard to control, condition to manage. To another I am overqualified and so to another I am not qualified to meet standards. However, I do know this, I am not living, I am but I appear to be living in the shadow of my own heartfelt desires the my many attempts to be love, loving, and lovable. And I know I have not and cannot give up on my own and on my (two common sense) account, after all I am a dependent. I am pushing for my breakthrough and for good and for all, perhaps a miracle. If the word of God is alive in me surely it is alive in someone else who can meet my end and see me for me and just appreciate me for who I am and who reigns in me.

Thursday, March 31, 2022

Amen to this

 There is this one time, my son, Isaac writes to me from San Diego, California, or perhaps he writes from Los Fresnos, Texas and he cares to share facts about the Tower of Pisa in Italy. Looking back, there is something unusual about my son and his interest. Maybe he learned about it in school, maybe he looked it up online, maybe read about it and that's how he care to share, we hardly watched Television, there was no need for it, other than the daily news. Maybe he hopes we get to visit the Tower of Pisa, all of us, together as a family. I do remember, Ms. Solis, his Spanish teacher at SA3... who plans a trip to Europe after his graduation, to travel abroad and we were fine as his parents, but as a family, we deserve to travel together and visit as a family first, we deserve to get to know our own son, Isaac's heart. I mean, if there is anyone that cares about him and his sisters, it is us, his own loving parents and sisters (his own heart). After all, he knew about the Tower of Pisa on his own, and care to share with me his primary caregiver, his own mother, for a reason, we know he's a smart kid from the getgo, not just a season in our life. I did hope then and I do hope now, we get to visit his own words and live to tell about it so that one day his own children can follow his example, he did set the tone for all of us not just me and his sisters. You see, I have good taste, I like quality and I don't settle for less, his dad knows and that's as a result of our upbringing. The continuum process of choosing good and healthy habits with class, standards, and expectations. We are high achievers for a reason. Don't like it, don't blame me go blame Uncle Sam and our Founding Fathers. Anyway, that's enough.

Friday, March 25, 2022

The USA is My HOME & I'm Hometown Proud because...

Isaac set and sets the tone for both of his sisters, I'm proud of you Son. 
I'm happy to be Mrs. Rosa the proud mother of Isaac, Emily, and Lysette.