Jesus You Died For Me

Jesus Finds Me Worthy Of Him, To Die for Me.  

Thank You Lord Jesus, Your Love Is Real For Me.

I Can Never Repay You Loving Me, The Way You Do. 

Thank You Jesus, Dying For Me Is So That I May Live. 

INSIDER

Must be someone on the inside to get to me, must love GOD, must be God, and must be my God, a smarty to have what it takes to be with me because I've come with a ransom price. 

From Enlightenment to Restoration of the Faith

 

The sentiments are real, the heart feels and wants what it wants, and the heart chakra is very powerful.  It's like the driving force that drives one in motion.  At times one can even feel restless if comfort is not easily found until one makes peace within one's own understanding and yet, one is not to lean on own understanding, but rather acknowledge one's own worthiness with one’s own truth with the Lord of Hosts.  

Hence, why it's important to have constant communion with the Lord in Spirit and in Truth.  There's nothing mystical about worshiping God in Spirit and in Truth in one's daily life.  And by worshiping I mean by dedicating all my life to the one who is worthy of receiving all the glory and honor, age after age, and in his name the name of Jesus Christ.  It all makes sense.

I'm blogging again, and as I type, I know these words of mine come from the seat of God where I've chosen to exalt him (within me, in all time).  This is why offering my living testimony, of my life with him, is an honor to do so.  

This is how I alone can come about in peacemaking for justice to serve me in my favor in dire times.  For richer or for poor, I am in it forever with God as my banner, my strong arm, and my savior.

It even hurts emotionally to feel so much loving sentiments with compassion, gratitude, and thankfulness, as the Spirit reveals.  It's an overwhelming joy that cannot be contained and one can find comfort in the little things, and in the big things, such as going within for answers in the Kingdom (the key is always within).  

A heart that is aligned with God's will is a thankful and grateful heart.  The experience is glorious, yet humbling.  I know, it is written the Lord doesn't turn away from the broken and contrite spirit. 

I feel the same way, I don't want sacrifices, I don't seek praise where there's none, and I love obedience.  I'm drawn to self-motivation when I find motivation where I see hope, the present being fulfilled, and accomplished.  It's always within and it happens all around.  

We know, without hope, it is hard to please God because it takes faith with works to manifest hope and love takes root to come about to be well with my soul. Same is applicable with Faith, you cannot please God without faith and my faith sits and reigns with and in Jesus Christ. 

It is known, that our Father's Kingdom is a Kingdom of Kings and Priests, a Holy Nation.  Although I know I'm a Goddess that submits to GODs will, both in Heaven and on Earth, I don't believe in bigamy nor polygamy.  Hence why honoring the Law of the Land and with my testimony, my divorce is essentially expected to happen for me.  

I'm old fashioned, in my Kingdom we honor the TEN COMMANDMENTS, I'm this type of lady with Catholicism instructions (customs), and the marriage institution is known to be between one man and one woman, the first parents instituted the example in the garden of Eden, they are known to be the first Cristos as one (Adam & Eve) God and they belong to GOD. 

The restoration is preached and I'd like to believe it is true, one can go back to one's original state of purity before the fall, but only possible with God and as GODHEAD.

 

  

Trusting GOD

I became immediately SFC Rosa’s homeless spouse in 2018.  With my moral convictions I survived the worst and thanks to God’s grace it was and is possible to obtain peace of mind.  

Can’t wait to face Judge Flores to officially tell him at face value we are honest folks trying to do the right thing and my divorce is essential as a result of irreconcilable differences that needs to be properly addressed as a team… 

My military family needs to be recognized and I need to be officially recognized as his spouse of 23 and running records years!! 

My divorce decree in my hand will do that for us!! And I will have my fair percentages to pay my rent and become self efficient!

I pray for God’s promise that he delivers accordingly

 

I’m an Asset an Assembly of People

I’ve never been a burden.  I’m a U.S. Army Wife a spouse and dependent, honoring my husband as his right hand.  

I am not a burden.  I’m the mother of my three military brats; Isaac, Emily, and Lysette.  I am not a burden for having sought honorable representation.  

I am not a burden when I sought and seek honorable Justice.  I am not a burden when I completed my South Texas College degree as intended.  

I am not a burden when I managed to transfer to the UTRGV - The University of Texas Rio Grande Valley without money to land on!  

I am not a burden when I made way for school loans to cover essentials such as; my rent, daily food, toiletries, and personal care items.  

I am not a burden when I know my husband Luis, is being a tight wad and, benefiting off my existence as his supporting spouse of 23+ since his enlisted and reenlisting and now during his US Army retirement days... 

Angry, Mom & Spouse here!

Salvation is your responsibility

You got to know you’re self to know how to handle life(s) challenges…. How you speak to others is a reflection of yourself and how you would speak to yourself… 

Therefore, never regret being yourself and know that you are what you do… goals and merits need to be Christ centered and both realistic and real. 

Thoughts and actions speak louder than words… Knowing yourself is honoring your parents and by respecting others you yourself set imaginary boundaries for others to respect in the same likeness. 

We all know better by now, because all we need to know in life we learned in Kindergarten (keep your hands and feet to yourself, treat others the way you want to be treated, and wash your hands with soap and water before and after every meal and after using the restroom).

We’ve known positive thoughts in good faith produce healthy and good results! 

You are in control of your own mind when you remain authentic to yourself and don’t allow intrusive people, thoughts, ideas to influence your convictions and Christ centered rooted faith. 

Always be your genuine and respectful self, because at the end of the night, one can get full credit for SALVATION but the LORD himself… 

You are Loved by many like myself, as we freely give without expecting anything in return, but in certain aspects the law is essential because the law was established and is established and is to be made known to establish order in God’s Court.  Therefore we are never alone, and I know for a fact, we are LOVE in Action!

We’re alive and live beings…. 💕 ❤️ ♥️ 💜

Inspired by the image below under One Nation Under God, the United States of America 🇺🇸 

Los Fresnos Elementary School -Los Fresnos, TX, USA (2012-2013)

I remember my days in Los Fresnos, Texas with my family.  Louie, (he as in we as a family) got orders to the Texas Rio Grande Valley and moved into Los Fresnos for a while before moving out to McAllen.  

These are my girls princess Emily and princess Lysette standing next to my neighbors grandkids.  I carpooled them to school that one morning and it was 'Crazy Hair Day'... it’s kind a cute.  🥰  My shy girl Emily, in the back and my little firecracker Lysette upfront!! 

They’re adorable together…I love my girls! 

100 Resaca Retreat Drive, 

Los Fresnos, TX, U.S.A. (2013) 

My handsome husband Luis, in blue, is standing firm and happily married to me, his military spouse!  

We had reconciled and vibrating high.  I love him so much, especially in this photo, I love everything about him... I love his aura... his genuine smile and posture. I had not seen this side of him in years!! I’m so proud of him. We moved in to one one of the most desirable home in the neighborhood, more like he got us into our dream home (Thank you, Louie).

Oh, that was our neighbor down the street son-in-law, that is standing next to my husband Luis. My husband Luis introduced me to him and along with his family at his neighbors daughter’s birthday party out at the park here in the town of Los Fresnos… 

Our kids shared the same school district and that’s how he met his neighbors before I came into the picture. I’ll be honestly brutal;

I didn’t care to meet them and I didn’t even want to go meet them but my husband Luis took the girls to the birthday celebration and under Isaac’s supervision and he came back home for me, to be present with him and our children altogether, and so I loved his enthusiasm and I loved to honor his good heartfelt intentions. He took me over to present them to me and vice versa for them to meet his military wife! 

 

These are my beautiful daughters Emily and Lysette swinging with their school mate who happened to have been our neighbors granddaughter… 

This took place in our backyard, I loved to see them enjoying themselves and having Summer Fun!! 

I’m sure most responsible parents do!